Wow, a whole month without posting. Back when I had my textamerica account I could barely go three days without putting something up. So how's life with those abroad and those I never see anymore? Are you still fighting to keep your sanity afloat? And are you winning that fight?

Breaking up really sucks. Especially when you're talking about a two year relationship with an amazing guy that you never imagined saying goodbye to. It's been a whole semester and I'm still not over it. I find myself a little wary of getting involved with anybody. Maybe because I still don't think it's over and my stupid side refuses to let go. Or maybe because I just want to have fun and not kill myself with the tedious crap of building a new relationship, learning to trust, and working the past out of my mind. But being 'just friends' doesn't seem to be doing me any good. It's always awkward and I feel like I'm faking it. Maybe saying goodbye for good would be the best... I don't know.

One more month down and two more to go! I've survived with my current schedule and haven't dropped any classes like I thought I would. And now with school all paid off and cutting back on my hours at work I have some time off and am able to relax more. The classic bozeman winter is letting up and I don't have to dig my VW out of three feet of snow anymore. I can't wait till summer.

I'm sooooo glad I'm still rooming with Anne! I almost cried when she got engaged! But the wedding isn't until June, so I have her a little longer. It seems like everyone around me is getting married. It's a little depressing. I'm no longer a kid:(

I promise to post more! And maybe put up some pics too. For now I'm going to hit up Nate's place for some ice cream and a movie. Love to all!